Today is a sad day......

Today I am sad.......with my family gone things are so quiet and calm. I normally like that, but it is just too sad for me today. I knew I would go through this with them leaving, and I knew it would be hard, but I hate it. I lost it on the dogs today because they chased Graci, the cat, and I know that is how things are, but I lost it........I cried and screamed and it was ugly. I am hoping the neighboors were not home or inside with their windows closed........I did let the gods know that I was sorry, and that this might go on for a few days........I think they understood. :)

I am just so lonely here......I have no friends, no family, and I am feeling sorry for myself so today is worse that normal. I know I do not what to move back to Deer Lodge, or Sidney with my parents, (gosh NO) but after a year here I am ready for some friends or a change in something. How and where do you meet people? I will take any and all advice! I need something to get me out of this sad story stage!